Paul Revere by Cyrus Dallin, North End, Boston

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Sunday, May 5, 2013

SUNDAY NIGHT POETRY




IN THE BEDROOM OF GEARS AND TIMING


Just before 5 am, glass trinkets 
and silver frames on a polished shelf
begin in small sequences 
to gather light.  Buttons and worry dolls 
in a box represent someone's still life, 
who hasn't the courage to pretend, 
who hears the ride of the blood, 
the gun of the clock. 


And the clock makes a tick
whirl fly.  Like a bird
meeting the glass, something
in here collides with the eye,
the immovable wall.


I admit this for no one, really, 
trying to reach things I expect 
one day will come, like a dainty fog 
settling over the coverlet in blue 
so uncorrupted, you would
just die of it. 

                                                 --S.K.

6 comments:

FreeThinke said...

_________ The Paradigm Shift _________

To start where everyone would love to go
Exerts a pressure on the one so blest,
Nurtured in privilege, sheltered from the low
And desperate, untoward struggling of the rest.

Foisted on us, guilt at our good luck
Let’s loose a sense of deep unworthiness
Yielding urges to immerse in muck
Our untried selves, and live on earth with less.

Unravelling the stitches parents sewed
Released a spring propelling downward thrust
Helping once safe havens to implode.
Our heritage betrayed then turned to dust.

Maniacally would our forebears laugh to see
Everything they won lost -- willfully.



~ FreeThinke

FreeThinke said...

And your haunting opus, Ms Shaw, somehow brought these words from our friend Emily to mind:


One need not be a chamber to be haunted,
One need not be a house;
The brain has corridors surpassing
Material place.

Far safer, of a midnight meeting
External ghost,
Than an interior confronting
That whiter host.

Far safer through an Abbey gallop,
The stones achase,
Than, moonless, one's own self encounter
In lonesome place.

Ourself, behind ourself concealed,
Should startle most;
Assassin, hid in our apartment,
Be horror's least.

The prudent carries a revolver,
He bolts the door,
O'erlooking a superior spectre
More near.


~ Emily DIckinson (1830-1886)

Shaw Kenawe said...

As you probably guessed. Miss Dickinson was my first love in poetry.

Thank you for sharing your and reminding me of hers.

FreeThinke said...

A sense of kinship with Emily is another of the many good things we have in common, Ms Shaw. Emily has functioned as the Big Sister I never had -- a soulmate -- a confidante -- and an endless source of inspiration since I discovered her in a high school English class at age 14.

I once made a pilgrimage to visit Emily's house and her grave in Amherst. It was March. Snow still lay on the ground. The house was closed to the public, but it turned out to be an advantage. I had the property all to myself, and derived a remarkable sense of oneness with its former inhabitant from walking around her garden, gazing up at her window. Contemplating which of the trees had been there when she still walked the earth. Quoting her poetry aloud -- and some of mine. Thanking her. Praying for her.

I spent hours there absolutely transfixed. I was in tears much of the time, but it felt good. Probably the closest thing I've ever had to a mystical experience.

If anyone had observed me, they undoubtedly would have thought me insane -- possibly dangerous. Fortunately, I was alone -- a Great Gift. Solitude can make it easier to touch the Heart of Reality more than Confrontation -- even when it's pleasant social interaction.

As sunset approached I walked the short distance to her grave -- a modest affair that took me some time to find -- and there I told her once again how much she meant to me. Then I thanked her, and left.

Dinner at The Lord Jeffery Inn -- a place I had known and loved with my parents in my pre-Kindergarten days -- helped bring me back to earth, although the place had remained remarkably unchanged in the nearly-sixty years since I had seen it last, and for a tremulous moment I felt I could see my pretty young mother in her yellow linen suit from Bonwit-Teller's and her chic little suitcase in black and white hound's tooth-checked leather trimmed with light brown pigskin, and my handsome father in his Glenn Plaid double-breasted suit checking in at the counter.

Another emotional moment, but the excellent dinner I had there proved a comfort, and brought a welcome sense of closure to the experiences I'd had that remarkable day.

"Much madness is divinest sense ... " she said. I cannot fail to agree.

okjimm said...

ok. I am really starting to like poetry sunday. sure beats going to church, and all. Truly.

I do like to contribute, in my own fashion, but yesterday was too nice a day. sat on patio and drank beer.

am working on new mini- opus... 'an ode to toe fungus'. amazing how many things can rhyme with fungus.

b good.

Shaw Kenawe said...

Please send it to me as soon as it is finished!

I encourage others to participate in Sunday Night Poetry.